i dont know why. but i am missing them. i dont feel myself lately. but i really really get myself a shroud in my dream. it is scary, i cant take things clearly lately. i will always feel the pain on my heart. urgh! is this what they said ' the death has come to the chosen one ' ? ouh no! i wanna repent before anything goes the way it should not be. i cant leave my father and mother and three sisters by themselves in this house. it has a lot of our memories together. i miss all of this people! DAN PAL!, ENDRAA, MUS, DANIEL, AYDAA, IKAITEK, ACE PICAANG, AQILA, ATIKA, MIMI, RIO, FILZAH, FAEIZAH, FATHIN, FARAH, KAK IFAH, KAK ELLA, HUMAIRAWWR, ABAH, UMI, HAFIZ, HADI, FARID, FAIZAL, APIT, HAIKAL, FAFA, DARLING, JUNISA, GERLGERL, BAPAK, CAK, AM, AIZAT, KIDEN, FAHAN, BOTAK, RADEN, EYMA. ):
pray that i wont die! urgh, i dont know whats wrong with me after i heard one of this songs. it tells that ' one person will die soon if she/he fill his life with sins. ' urgh! dammit. i cant take things for jokes. i need a break. how i wish i can said sorry to my teacher that i had hurt a lot.
" teacher! i am sorry, i know i was wrong to hurt you with a chair. i know it now that how much i lost your love towards me. before, you always showered me with love and you wont stop cared bout me but now you are gone. laying there alone and wait for the doomsday to come to ask back to me what actually you did wrong till i hate you. ouh teacher! i really miss you. you are like a mother to me and a father when i need you. ); " i really admit it! I AM SUCH A JINX. ):
