HUBBY! i cant understand you really well. I order you to go home, but you dont want and you always give me excuses. I try to ignore my feelings that really hurt but i cant still i hide it from you. Yet, you still did the same. MOHD DANIAL! will you please for once hear me. I really wanna feel a glimpse of happiness between us. Yes, we are happy and sweet in people eyes but deep inside only we both know it dear. Please act like you are matured dont act fool and try to be serious. Please stop being attitude, i cant take it. Im begging to you. Please ... please ... please ... MOHD DANIAL! i wont take back my words but i will if you hear me. I hope you understand. Smoking, drinking and whatever shits you wanna do. I let you do it! But you get over the top. Please maintain your way, i really hate it when you smoke but i try to understand you and i know its hard for you to stop that is why i let you but i give you smoke a few sticks but behind me you can even finish 1 box. I dont know what else you did you didnt tell me. I really am hurt. So hurt! I dont ask for more just hear me when i order you to do what. If you cant pay me back with money why dont you pay me back with your attitude! huh? HUBBY! I know i at fault too. Lets change. You and i, we try to change our attitude. We help each other? Do you want it?? I help you and you help me?? That is sweets and fun plus happy! (: You know i love you and i know you love me too!